Jewels

This same day, couple of hours ago, I supposted to meet my friend, some fitness, pancakes:)
But he stayed late at work so we postponed our appointment..couple of hours after he called..he said "I had a car crash, car is pretty destroyed.."

I just asked if he's ok, he said he was fine, got out without injuries..and everything is ok.

After his phone call I just stood quietly, tide of feelings washed me over.. I came to a thought that something might have happened to him, this is my friend, something could have happened to my friend..but hey he is OK!!

Then I started thinking about close friends of mine, suddenly I felt fulfilled..I have all these people in my life that complete my life, make me feel happy, fortunate, joyful, lucky, good!!!


My friends, you are the most precious jewels I'll ever have..there is nothing in the world that can replace you.

Listen to your heart

In the moments when I questioned myself, seeking for one certain solution I came to a friend, his advice to me was .."My dear, listen to your heart, this one will give you an answer, it will decide for you, just listen to it.."
Sometimes our hearts give us answers we don't want to hear, sometimes our hearts are in big pain, sometimes they're full of passion, happiness, but they always give us the right answer... so whenever you're in dilemma, just listen to your heart..

Here I add words of one sad but still beautiful song..

Listen To Your Heart

I know there’s something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
you’ve built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
they’re swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for youlisten to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart

Roxette

Dedication

This post, my dear Spela, my dear friend I dedicate to you..

In one of your own posts you wrote about inspiration I gave you (or still am giving you), about big steps which I used to get into your heart..
I guess it happens to us quite often, right Geminina?!:)
Big steps, crowded heart, changing paths, search for support..

Your case gave me an inspiration, from creating a life in your home land trough realizing the sustainability of mentioned, till decision to change it completelly by leaving everything behind and starting somewhere else!
I thought I'm the brave one, but darling, you are the front of courage.
I guess you knew what will you have to deal with, such as distance from people you love, and I know you miss this one the most, but still, hunger for somenthing new, spirit for adventures finally won.
And Yess, you do have my support where ever you go, what ever you do ... even though your body is far away, your spirit is here by my side:)

Angel, if you see dark, dense forest, don't leave, look deeper, you just might be in Heaven!

Your A.